Venting problem

Lemon

I have a a thing were I can’t vent...like I try but all my emotions come out as one and it’s so hard to explain and when I do I just feel like I’m being an attention whore and regret venting..And I feel like people are just annoyed by me at this point cuz I try but I can’t. Like I have problems but I feel like there not important but I want to open up so badly to the point I can’t. And I regret it because what if they think I’m annoying or just don’t care. And even when I do they all just say “oh I’m sorry lol” or “same lol” or “oh that sucks” like no please don’t say that just listen please is all I ask but I get scared to