Pregnancy test!!!!

Hey lovely ladies,

I hope everyone is well. I was never active on here when TTC but now I’m pregnant (5/6weeks) I feel like I’m letting out everything I held in whilst on my journey.

I used to watch endless amounts of positive pregnancy test videos wondering how I’d feel when I had mine.

My time finally came and it’s nothing like I ever imagined.

I know I’m pregnant but I can’t help but keep taking tests because I have been obsessed with peeing on sticks for 2 years and I am still in the mindset of how I was TTC. I know I’m not the only one and I get mad at myself for not enjoying this moment and doubting it but I can’t help it. I’ve got my ‘dye stealer’ but I bet I will have the urge to test again in a few days ‘just to see’.

I naively posted previously about how hard the last 2 years have been; not meaning to downplay or not acknowledge anyone else’s struggles but because I lost myself in those 2 years and I’m happy to slowly have me back.

I acknowledge the women TTC for so much longer than 2 years and the women who are still TTC now on a much longer journey than myself. But I do believe no matter how long; whether its 2 months, 2 years or 10 years we are all still in the same position of yearning for our positive and those emotions really do make us stronger and even more powerful as women.

I used to make a daily wish/prayer for my positive and happy healthy baby at the end of it and I will still make that same wish but for someone else now.

You are all in my heart. Every. Single. Day. I will pray and wish as hard as I can for your bundle of joy.

Even if this post reaches 1 person and makes them feel understood or acknowledged then I will be happy.

Lots of love to you and take the very best of care 💕💙❤️