I’m happy for her...but

Little backstory...I’ve had 2 miscarriages, one in December 2019 and one in March 2020. I’ve been trying for almost 2 years now.

My friend from work just got in a new relationship around 6 months ago she has a little boy who is around 7 years old. She just stopped her depo shot 2 months ago. She messages me this morning and tells me she is pregnant. I am happy for her...but I am also sad about it too. Everyone around me seems to never have issues getting pregnant, it’s like literally in the water or something haha but not me. I am losing hope that it will ever happen. Ugh I hate feeling like this. 😢