Fucking Frustrated Man

I’m leaving the group I love the love and support you ladies give each other keep it up. But I’m done TTC it’s been a long 4 year journey but I’ve accepted it isn’t going to happen. Mentally I’m not okay with it but I’m going to try to be. My previous cycle was my first time using Letrozole 2.5 mg on CD3-7 never got a positive ovulation test at all and started spotting “ mid cycle bleeding “ on CD15-17 no positive HCG test called doctor and then started a new Cycle on CD 18 cause of blood clots and bleeding . So Cd 18 of last cycle started as CD 1 of the new cycle so New cycle is 5mg Letrozole on days 3-7. CD 3 - 7 started Letrozole 5mg started feeling symptoms and today is CD 8 and I feel cramping in my left ovary ! Howeverrrrrrrr , I am bleeding heavier now and I feel like this isn’t going to stop anytime soon. So I give up. It’s so frustrating like I just KNOW I’m not going to ovulate because my period can be up 2 weeks long if it’s bleeding like this again. 😖