So frustrating , just need to let this out

I want a baby so bad , and it's getting worse since so many ppl are pregnant now & I have no one to talk to about because they either never experience this and don't know what to say or say something to make me feel worse , and I know my boyfriend is getting sick of me talking about it 😫😫😫😩😒 . I told my best friend about it I really didn't want to and she still hasn't ask me about it or anything ........ Idk I just don't want to talk about it because I feel like no one cares but I  need to get it out 😞😞😞😞😞😞