SORRY FOR THE RANT
I'm going on 5-6 month TTC with no BFP. This will be my baby#2 and my little girl is so ready to be a big sister at only 4yrs old. Now see the thing that is difficult with my TTC process is that I'm not trying to conceive through "natural" conception. I am married to a wonderful women who I love unconditionally, so with that said you can slightly see the hardship here. (My wife is a lesbian and I am bisexual, so before anyone ask how did I get my first child. I did have intercourse with a man to get my beautiful little girl.)
The last couple of months I legit broken down in tears when I received my BFN, for the most part I am a healthy person, I know I'm able to have more children.
Even when I conceived my daughter I wasn't trying at all. At that point in mylife I was a party kinda girl who wanted to travel and focus on school,etc. Her father and I used protection (all the time) and I was on birth control ( only pill I took religiously). So for me to be pregnant with those preventions shocked at the time. But now with none of them I'm not understanding why it isn't a little bit easier. This month I'm going to try preseed. I hope this Christmas I can give her a present to remember, That big fat positive would take her breath away and be the best present for her.
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