So first I wanted to do this anonymously because it kind of embarrassing and others have already told me that I am crazy. And, I hate to post my problems on glow but like I said I could really use some help major help. With no where left to turn advice is greatly appreciated. So here goes.

My boyfriend, he's not strange but he's worrying me. He's a preacher who works with children who come from bad neighborhoods and families. These children range from 4 or 5 to 17 they have a center that he teaches and talks to them and let's them hang out at. Kinda like safe place for them through the week. It's in the bad neighborhood where these children live. He's the youngest minister that goes down to work with these children so a lot of them are really close to him. Expecially this one little girl she's 12 and basically calls him her father figure. Here's where things got weird.

I had to work last night, so he was down with the kids and he took her Christmas shopping because she needed clothes and her parents couldn't get her a winter coat. Well 10:30 im headed to work and I get a call on my phone, from my boyfriend. She called me and told me that he had parked a little ways from her house where there was parking and was taking her back home when a couple of guys came around the corner. She didn't go into detail she just started crying and telling me brandon was in a fight and screaming help me help me. After she told me where she was I told her to stay put and I'd call the police I did and called her back. She said they fled the scene and told me to come get her because she needed me. My boyfriend took the phone and assured me he was fine and that nothing was going on.

Well fast forward to this afternoon. He and I went to lunch and he had bruises around his neck where it looked like someone choked him and scratches down his arms and back and his spare glasses on. He said they broke his other pair. So I'm baybying him at his apartment and there's a knock on the door. I think Ohh it's his little girl he watches no its the police. They ask if they can speak to him and he says yes and I'm in the kitchen half <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a>'s dropping. Until they mentioned him amd drugs and a bust. To which horrible me steps in. Asking what's going on. He tells me that they asked him if he could do some work for them in the neighborhood where the children because they think of the kids older siblings is running around with a gang that is selling drugs. But they don't have a way in and can not make an arrest until they are sure. They kind of pressured him into doing it because they threatened to shut the place he let's all the kids come to down due to association with illegal drugs.

He's big on this place and loves it and helped build it from the ground up, and I'd hate to see it go down too it's really helped the kids. But it turns out he's been helping the police for a while now and last night's attack happened because someone in the gang through they saw my boyfriend with the police. The drug unit has told me already there is no way he can't. And he's refusing to not even though I've told them this is a terrible time.

And this is a terrible time for him to get hurt of killed which is possible. Because I'm pretty sure I'm pregnant I tested a got a faint positive going to the obgyn next week to confirm or deny.

I just need some advice I'm at a total loss, he's been hurt and these gangs show they mean business just help please!!!

Side note and yes I know preachers shouldn't be having pre marital sex. But we did please don't judge.