I feel really depressed. I was hoping a nice hot shower and making myself look good would make myself feel better, but it didn't. This is the second week I havent worked because my job cut everyone's hours and I was already only working 14hrs a week. I've tried finding another job, but no one wants to hire me. I live in a small town of 5 thousand people. Due to transportation I cant work outside of this town until I have better transportation (which I should in like 5-6 weeks).

I've been sitting at home doing nothing for two weeks besides grocery shopping once a week, which is honestly the highlight. I dont like going outside because people are always around and I stick out like a sore thumb, I also don't feel safe in the neighborhood. I do stretches in the morning on my mat and that is the most productive thing I do.

I want to start working 28 hour weeks (each shift is 7hrs), but I just started this job 5(?) weeks ago and my boss won't give me more hours just like that, especially considering everyone's hours just got cut.