Feeling unwanted

Kendalynn

Hello. So I’ve been begging my husband for about a month for sex. He says no. That he’s not in the mood or he doesn’t feel comfortable with it (I’m 2 months pregnant) but we had no issues like this when we were expecting our first child. I asked him again this morning, he said no, so I moved on. Then about 10 mins after we had that conversation, I walked in on him watching porn and pleasuring himself. I normally don’t have an issue with him watching porn because it only really happens if I’m not available or I’m not in the mood. But the fact that he was in the mood and I had just let him know that I wanted it and he said no then went straight to porn instead of me is bothering me. I feel disgusting and unwanted. I’ve talked to him about it but he keeps saying that it’s not like that but he doesn’t have an explanation as to why he did it. So I guess I’m asking if I’m overreacting and crazy or if my feelings are valid in this situation.