Praying for my rainbow.

I miscarried on August 29, 2019. I listened to my dr and didn’t try again for at least 6 months. We found out I was pregnant again on March 27, 2020. The same day I found out I was pregnant with twins was the same day that I found out that I was going to lose them. I miscarried them on April 8, 2020. Both miscarriages took a devastating toll on me. Hubby and I decided to try one more time. We have 5 amazing children (yours, mine, and ours type situation). I am also not in my younger years anymore either. I have had 3 high risk pregnancies, all delivered early by c-section. Friday night, I started feeling off. My period is due on the 26th, but I just was not feeling great, so on a whim, took a pregnancy test. It came back positive (much to my surprise). On Saturday, I tested again, and the tests again came back positive. While I am beyond happy and excited, I am overly scared and anxious. I am hoping and praying for the best, but fearing the worst. I don’t know if I can emotionally handle miscarrying again. This is my last chance.