Pandemic Baby Boom Blues

I could kinda handle the occasional announcement and the occasional birth but with this pandemic baby boom has really been taxing. My cousin and close friend just gave birth and another friend is coming up on her third trimester while her soon to be sister-in-law just found out she’s pregnant as well. I’ve been a supportive friend and I’m truly happy for all of them but with each new announcement I feel a little less hopeful, a little more broken. I’ve been praying for a miracle for three years now. I guess it’s just not my time yet.