My first abortion

The day I conceived was Christmas eve i wasn’t suppose to be doing the young boy but temptation was rising. When I found out I was pregnant I had to make a real life decision. Timing is never perfect unless plan but still it’s never perfect. I was okay with going forward with it but I was also scared of the aftermath of the abortion. My woman area I already had enough trouble with it but I didn’t know if I would get worse or nothing would change. So now I’m here and I have to wait till February to get my results