Have you Uninstalled Glow because it's emotionally draining?

My TTC journey started 3 months ago. I have a toddler, I'm 30 years old, yet I find myself struggling to conceive. I always heard that once you have a kid, you're way more fertile. Both my sister's also have toddlers (all within 6 months of same age...nephew just turned 3 in December, neice will be 3 in June and my daughter will be 3 in Aug) both of them are currently pregnant and are 4 weeks apart. Yet here I am, still not pregnant.

I see the frustration and heart break from many women who just can't seem to conceive. They're using prescribed meds, prenatals, sperm friendly lube, IVF, IUI...and still...an empty womb, month after month.

I've lost weight, I've changed my diet, I started exercising, drink more water and trying to live a healthier life style. And my tests keep coming back negative.

But when does this app become too much for you? Do you stop tracking ovulation and tracking your bbt? Do you "practice" safe sex though trying to conceive in hopes that a broken condom or the pull out method in hopes of taking a chance to get pregnant on purpose (with partners full consent and knowledge of intentions)

I know I still have some time since I'm 30 and only being 3 months in on TTC...I'm already exhausted and not sure how some of you women just keep trying in HOPES of conceiving. I want to quit already 😔