Struggling this month

Hi ladies! I know I am not alone and you will understand. I am struggling this month. We have been TTC for 3 years. 3 years of negative tests. And so many rounds of fertility treatments. We are doing oral meds, a trigger, and timed intercourse right now. My problem is anovulation so IUI is not something my doctors are considering right now. I’ve lost 3 grandparents in 2 months and just really wanted a win. I was so hopeful this month! This cycle felt very different!

I triggered on January 18th, technically not supposed to test until Wednesday but I did today. VERY negative. And the boob soreness is going away and CM is drying up. I have a feeling we are out.

I’m just soo tired. Tired of trying soo hard to lose weight and get pregnant but I am stuck on both.

Any prayers good vibes you can send my way would be appreciated. I’m just struggling.