I broke up with my ex a month ago. We were together for 1 year. I broke up with him because I found a text in his phone calling another girl “love” and he bought her a bottle for Christmas.

I kept thinking it would get easier but honestly I find myself missing him even more and even started to dream about him.

I started talking to a new guy but told him last night that I needed time to heal. I feel like every time I hang out with him I miss my ex even more.

Why is this getting harder?! I’m so confused and it’s taking everything inside of me to not call/text him. Or pop up at his apartment!

I’m not okay 🥺