Should I or should I not 🤔

Ok ladies I feel like I met mr “right” in oct 2020 but of course who knows if he is or not! I mean all the feels feel right but I just don’t wanna chance putting my all into him cuz I just don’t trust men.... secondly he is in a situation that really wasn’t his fault feds related and should be home soon.... but here’s the issue my old boo that I lost contact wit popped up about 2 weeks ago now and I wanna give him some because the sex was bomb! But I want to wait for my boo to come home cuz I really like him but it’s still fresh 😩😩😩 what to do 🤦🏾‍♀️ help me