I’m 4w5d today and I’m couldn’t be more excited. This is my first pregnancy and as happy and excited as I am, I’m even more terrified that I might lose this baby. It’s still so early and the time between now and the beginning of my second trimester is just so long.

I know anything could happen and it would be out of my hands. I’m just struggling to deal with the anxiety of maybe having a MC.

My mother, grandmother and great grandmother never had a MC, I’m just so scared I’ll be the one. And I want this baby so badly, ugh