Needle phobia!!!🥴

How do I overcome my fear of needles I honestly don’t think it’s normal like I’m 3 months pregnant and when they tell me I have a blood draw coming up in 4 weeks I’m SOOOO ANXIOUS like the whole 4 weeks literally any time I think about my appointment I can’t even be happy about it because I dread it so bad... I feel crazy when I’m sitting in the chair trying not to freak out but I start crying and shaking and after the needles in I just laugh like I know it’s not gonna be bad but for some reason I can’t just chill out... my grandma says that you get used to it after having kids and I hope so because I’ve only known toddlers as dramatic as myself when it comes to needles🤣😩

Also this is my first pregnancy!🤰🏼💞