So me and this guy have been hooking up casually and I have these set of rules to keep me from catching feeling, and the main one is to refrain from saying the word love to describe anything that has to do with them. We’re having sex and I started to say I love the way that feels but I stop and freaked out and my words got mixed up and I lowkey screamed and freaked myself out and he asked me if I was okay because it was really weird what I just did. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it, after the sex I explained to him that it was my adhd and my words get confused in my head and idk I’m so embarrassed and idk if he is ever gonna see me again 🥲