We haven’t been fighting lately but when we do, he says some really mean stuff that makes me feel some type of way towards him. He tells me he needs something new and needs taken care of by someone else. Today we were having sex in the bathroom he tried to get me in a position where I’m standing up but since I’m short and 5 months pregnant we couldn’t do that position. He told me we could continue in the bedroom better. Before I left the bathroom I took his work clothes to put it into the washer, I moved his sandals a bit further from the tub and forgot to put them back. He yells my name and tells me “ Why did you move my fucking sandals, you can never do shit right. We’re not doing anything today fuck that.” I ignore it and continue to wash. He gets into the bedroom and he starts yelling saying how he needs something new, he needs someone new. He told me he wants to end it before he ends up cheating on me. He proceeded to tell me that he’s going to cheat on me. I know he’s going to apologize for everything he’s said and I’m going to make it seem like everything’s okay but I seem to cry myself to sleep at night. Do I still love him ? Why do I allow myself to be treated this way..