Post baby period

So I got my first period 8 weeks after baby. I just got my second one (was 15 days late...that was a fun pregnancy scare lol). I’m in SO much pain. But my biggest complaint is that I feel enormous. I have NEVERRRRRR seen my stomach bloat like this apart from being 6+ months pregnant. I’m actually disgusted when I look at myself. Has anyone else experienced this? Postpartum has truly been hell for me and I feel like I can’t take any more of this. Was pregnancy and 60 new pounds not enough???????