Emotional

Today I'm really emotional I work in home healthcare and my job is hard but I feel like my home life is harder because atleast I can leave my job but cant leave my home life I live with my mom and my bf kinda lives with us but doesnt do anything and we do argue a lot of things that go on, in my home and not my mother it's not in the best health all the time it's hard when I'm the only one cleaning up after 3 people cooking and having to take care of 3 cats and a 17year old dog, but my bf makes it harder because I dont want to move in with someone if they dont clean up after themselves and takes off to go help a friend when ever and where ever I just dont know what to do anymore