Feeling out of control

Anyone else feel outta control with their weight gain? I used to struggle with eating disorders so now it’s just so hard watching my body gain and gain. I felt this way with my son and now again with this little nugget. Just have to keep reminding myself it all melts away with breastfeeding and pregnancy is only for a short while.

But it doesn’t help just continuing to see the scale go up and up 😭😭😭 please tell me I’m not alone! PS-I’m eating very healthy/Whole Foods and trying to eat lower carb. It’s just kind of what happens when I am pregnant every time. 🤷🏼‍♀️