I go into have my C section On the 10th of this month.... my SO told me he doesn’t want to go. He doesn’t want to stay in the hospital for days ... He was there for our First son and I would like him to be there for our second..., my mom has offered to be my support person, She excited about it. I want to tell him how bad I want and need him to be there but when I’ve brought it up before he shot it down... I can’t believe I’m not worth 3-5 days and he won’t meet his son until I come home... tonight he told me he was sick of seeing me be a house mom... he said he wanted kids with me but the the stay in the house mom part ... I am 36 weeks and 5 days pregnant with a 23 month old I have nowhere to be but home safe . He said he wants to enjoy being his girl . I feel like no matter what I do he has something to say. I make time for him but he’s bored of being home with Us and leaves most of the time so when I do try to make it about just us he’s either gone or gets home late to where I am beyond Exhausted. I feel like a single mom... I don’t even feel like I’m in a relationship at this point... please he wants DNA test for both our kids... It’s just so much going on I shouldn’t feel like this right now things are Supposed to be happy I shouldn’t be sitting here crying . My mom shouldn’t be the one going with me to the hospital... and as for as the DNA test I don’t no what to say or feel... he says he loves me but lately I don’t feel it or see it... he give our 23 month old more time of the day then my I’ve never felt Dispensable in a relationship I feel like I don’t matter