I am a very... I have worked extremely hard on myself with depression.

I still have a lot of rage but I’m working on that and I’ve been growing emotionally. I have worked so hard to accept everything as it is. To believe that everything is as it should be and even if it’s fucked up right now, everything will be okay in the end.

I’m not religious or spiritual or anything like that but I know there’s a possibility of some kind of higher power and whatever that is, it won’t hear a fight from me. I’m where I need to be.

This is what always makes me Switzerland. I’m always the one trying to make peace, the one who’s always in between. It’s very hard to make me mad. I understand why people do the things they do. I don’t give anyone the power to control my own emotions. At all. You could be screaming in my face and ill be just looking at you like “are you okay”

I have worked on myself so hard with this stuff because old me wanted to stab people.

And people confuse kindness with weakness like “letting people walk all over you.” Or they think I’m like, stupid like too stupid to realize how I’m being treated

Like, no. I’m completely aware and feel like people who can’t talk like civil adults are the less intelligent ones and how you treat people says a lot about your soul, what you’re going through and how you were raised and people who are hurting lash out the most so I don’t get pissed and yell and cuss back.

I’m not changing anything about myself or how I handle things so that it looks better to other people. Nobody will ever have control over my emotions. They’d have to physically harm me or my loved ones to get a reaction out of me.