Happy but scared 🙂☹️

Hey beautiful mamas!

I am expecting my first child in July! I will find out the gender at the end of this month. I did several ultrasounds and tests and the baby looks absolutely great and is developing really good! Yet i am very much scared to lose my baby. It even stops me from being excited and announcing it. I am even scared to go to the bathroom just bc i am scared to see blood. I am terrified and i don’t know what to do! It feels like I can’t be happy! Due to my fear. Is this normal? What can i do to overcome this feeling and just be happy!?