I left that lying, cheating, scumbag of a husband of mine! Left him to rot in Africa where he belongs! After leaving my life here in the uk I sold everything to help him and went out for him but he's betrayed me again and again. Beaten me like a dog even whilst Iv been pregnant. Was talking explicitly online to women. I finally woke up and realised what a low life he is and how he doesn't deserve me, he doesn't even deserve the little girl I'm carrying (I'm 20weeks pregnant) but I know by law I can't stop him seeing her and I wouldn't. I strongly believe God wouldn't burden me with more than I can bare. I pray God gives me strength and gives me better than He takes from me.