I went through a really traumatic year in 2020. Found out things I didn’t want to and also ended up pregnant and losing her at 12 weeks due to the stress in my life at the time. I just found out I’m pregnant again almost exactly 13 months after finding out the first time and I’m terrified it won’t stick. Every wipe I expect bleeding. I’m staying calm so I don’t stress me or baby/the process and my life is in a way better spot now, but I still feel like this isn’t going to happen. My baby girl stopped growing around 9 weeks (found out gender with early DNA testing) and I didn’t find out until I started bleeding on the day I turned 12 weeks and went to the ER. I’ve told close friends about my current pregnancy so I I have a support group in case something happens because last time I didn’t have that. Just hoping this happens. All I want to be in life is a mother and wife. My hubby is excited and said not to think negatively but it’s hard when glow reminds you miscarriages happen early on all the time. Blahhh. Idk. Just needed to get that out. Pictures are of 5th 6th 8th of feb.