The wait 😩 (TW; Misscarriage)

So, it’s been about a week since my boyfriend and I started trying for baby #2. My period is supposed to come in 9 days & YALLLLL, I have no clue how I’m gonna make it. Like this is literally me waiting right now.

However in between meditation and A LOT of talks with my boyfriend, it helping. How do/did the rest of y’all get through this time? How did you stay positive? We’ve been trying since December 2020 & I’ve gotten my period twice and felt so disappointed in myself. What made this month more difficult is my sister (29) losing her baby on Monday. So right now I am hyper vigilant & hyper PARANOID (and a lil depressed). HELP 🥺