Throughout the last 17 or 18 months of my ttc journey and never getting a bfp, I have learnt that a late period doesn't mean anything, spotting at dpo 9 means an early AF, babydancing at the right time doesn't guarantee anything, supplements probably improved my health but has done nothing in the ttc department, doctors told me I'm fine and it will happen but it has NOT etc....

I have learnt that we could be doing everything perfectly, we could be perfectly fine, but if it is not destined to be, if God doesn't want you to have it, you will never have it no matter what you do.

I have stopped tracking and stopped using opk, I will stop the supplements after I have finished them too. Yes, I should accept my fate and embrace the fact that I will never have a child of my own. It isn't fair, but since when life is ever fair?