Anyone ever feel like their raising their child alone, even if you still live with the father?

Everytime my boyfriend meets a new friend, he ignores the baby & i.  He'll be gone for hours and than bring me food to make up for it. I can't go anywhere because he has the car. And when I bring it up, his answer is you wanted the baby. Is anyone else have the same experiences? He's not cheating I know that but he doesn't want to be around us, only when it's convent.