This is my first Valentines Day without my husband.... He passed away from covid on June. It's been really hard, especially for my son. He was a huge daddy's boy. My son also has autism and I think he's processing his death differently. He has been pushing me away and wants hit dad and nobody else. Today for Valentines day I suggest we make some Valentines for daddy and take them to his grave when the snow clears up. My son was very happy with that. It was the first thing we've done together that he's wanted to do since my husband passed away. We also made cookies. He seemed happy for the first time in a long time. I hope my husband sees im trying so hard without him and to be there for our boy.