I don't know what can cheer me up today coz it's one of the days I feel so bad. I feel like my time is gone and I wonder whether I will ever hold my own baby. I am a Christian and believe in God's time but I'm also a human being. It hurts me so much to always get that negative test every time I take one and I feel like giving up. I don't know how long I can do this😭I have no energy left☹️every time I see people posting positive tests i wish it's mine try to imagine how it would feel if that test was mine and can't stop wondering if such a day would come for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy for ladies who get pregnant and thank God for them. But I feel bad I have not been able to concieve.im devastated don't know whether that magical thing will ever happen to me. anyone else in the same boat?