Has anyone gone through this? Will it change?

I have enjoyed breastfeeding my third child and plan to until he’s two, longer if it works for us.

I breastfed my second until 2 also.

My first i only made it 6 months because I was very uneducated about breastfeeding and had zero support.

I’m pregnant with baby#4 and I am dreading breastfeeding more than anything else. I am hoping to still be breastfeeding my third but my brain just is hating the idea of breastfeeding a fourth. I have no idea why. Maybe an aversion to breastfeeding in general because it’s natural to want one baby off the breast before adding another but my brain has confused that?

Has anyone gone through this and did your feelings change before birth? I admit I have zero attachment/bond to this baby so far but I’m also only 8 weeks along so that could change.