I am not a small girl. I was when I was in high school that was five years ago and I wasn’t at healthy weight couldn’t gain any weight I was 80-90 pound teenager I was underweight. Well I got put on birth control since I started liking boys I was put on the depo my thing I was worried I was going gain so much weight on it cause I know people did, well my doctor said if you not lazy you won’t, well I wasn’t lazy I was always working out but I was still gaining weight that Once I got off it after a year I was already 190z Well Now I am at 290 do to stress eating and dealing body issues and I was having trouble loosing it, I don’t look big but I wanted to get my weight down to at least 150-170 since that will be the right weight for me. Well I was going to do bypass surgery for weight lost and I got approved well not knowing I was pregnant already. Found a week later after being approve so I had to put that aside. Now I feel big cause I notice my stomach is getting bigger. I am now 22 weeks in counting but i feel so huge now. My weight now is at 299. I feel huge and so insecure 😕 my husband has been helping me so much and telling me I am beautiful and that it’s only temporary once after baby gets here, we will start going to the gym and go back to the doctor to see our next options on my weight loss journey. He pushes me so I am happy with myself and i love it. He doesn’t mine me like this but I want to do this for myself and I wanted this change so I can do more stuff with my son when he gets here. We had gave up trying to have kid because we were struggling for 3 in half years and we finally got pregnant after getting approved for the surgery. Now We can’t wait to meet our son, just had to vent.

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How you feeling during your pregnancy ladies?