My husband and I have been trying since August, I got pregnant end of October/beginning of November but lost it just a few days after my positive tests I ovulated when I normally would so we kept trying that month. I then got pregnant end of January and just lost it a little over a week after finding out, on the anniversary of my grandmother’s death no less. I feel like having two losses in such a short time span and both around 5 weeks means there’s something wrong with me like I’ve always suspected. My insurance requires me to be trying for a year before being seen about infertility and I have to get a referral from my PCM. I just feel like a total failure and so broken when so many people around me weren’t trying or were doing drugs the whole time and still had healthy babies. I’m doing it all right and nothing good.