I broke up with my ex 2 months ago. Never heard from him since.

I miss him dearly and I think about him all day every damn day.

I’ve kept myself as busy as I could and he’s still on my mind! I’m going to Cancun tomorrow and I should be excited but instead I’ve been in bed feeling depressed all day.

He’s been liking ALL of our mutual friends posts lately (she’s married to a guy that works with him) he’s never done that before. Gives me somewhat a tiny bit of hope he hasn’t fully moved on.

Idk.

I’m not ok.

I feel like a dumb ass.

I feel weak. I feel defeated.

Some suggested I call- but I can’t. My ego won’t allow me. Plus, if I do, the ball is basically in his court.

Why we broke up?

He gifted a girl a bottle for Christmas. She texted him late night and thanked him and he called her “love”. She then sent kissy emoji.

Our mutual friend said she feels it’s harmless. She says the restaurant industry is just like that. But me, I like boundaries in my relationships and I felt like they were crossed

What do I ladies?

My brain and heart hurts from all this overthinking

I mean I could make the excuse to get my shit back from his place... but he will know it’s just that- an EXCUSE. Ugh

*He claimed it was innocent over & over. He said he wasn’t letting me go and couldn’t. But I guess he had a change of heart cause the morning I broke up with him was the last I’ve heard from him. My friend did post him on snap a couple of times just a few weeks ago. He seemed to be happy... I guess? Doing the usual. At the bar.