Hey I’m just looking for anybody goin though the same type of thing. My ex and I broke up it was toxic he is a alcoholic and I’m sick tired of taking him back. His family don’t bother with our kids they enable him to drink at there’s he’s destroying his life crashed cars goes on benders and then cry’s he’s sorry I’m so over this fool. I have changed my number it’s the weekend so he won’t realise till about mid next week after his bender I just want to know how the hell I can cope I feel stupid to of got pregnant straight after r last baby who is 13months he doesn’t care he’s selfish. I just want to b okay mentally because I am struggling with the loneliness I love my kids I just want the pain to go and be happy again 🥰 and love myself also just looking for a chat if anyone wants to chat need could do with some new friends xx