I just tried to have sex and

It feels so raw inside of my vagina. It was painful as well my partner couldn’t even get past the tip. I’m not sure what’s wrong. I’m crying bc I’m so embarrassed. I have depression and ptsd and have been going through a lot lately, could this be the cause? I know it may sound silly but I pride myself in how wet I get and it’s literally not right now. I’m so annoyed and embarrassed . Any advice or comments ?