TW: Miscarriage.

I was so sure I was pregnant. I felt different in both good and bad ways. I had a positive test, and I was overjoyed. I have been longing and hoping for this for ages and I thought I was there.

It was my first sign of a positive, my first actual happy tear shower.

Today, I took another test again, as I did yesterday and they both came back negative.

And then there was blood and agonising pain.

Me and my partner and i’m disbelief, and so so distraught. We are going to try again, but we can’t help but be upset.

Just need some kind words I think, it still feels so unreal.