Missed miscarriage July 2020 that we learned about during the third ultrasound 👼.

Period was late. Two positive urine tests. Followed by a negative blood test. Followed by the start of my period January 2021.

My period was supposed to start today. It hasn’t yet. My period always starts when it’s supposed to.. every four weeks like clockwork.. and always by noon. Other than my 2020 pregnancy and my 2021 “chemical pregnancy” as they labeled it. But who knows. Maybe it was just two false positives. I’d rather think that than to think that there was a fertilized egg that couldn’t stick.

Either way it’s quite annoying that my period hasn’t started. We had sex last night and I thought my period had started because I had some spotting when I went to the bathroom after. But there has been nothing sense then.. not even cramps. I’d rather not allow myself to think “maybe this is it” because we’ve already had that taken away from us twice 🤷‍♀️.

TTC is an emotional rollercoaster and I strongly dislike it 🤣.

Updated for the lovely lady who commented- Thank you for your words. Still no AF. Currently three days late. I still haven’t tested and won’t test because I don’t want to disappoint myself. I haven’t had any cramping (yet) to indicate the start of AF. No signs or AF or pregnancy at all honestly. I’m sure AF will come along soon though. I’ll update this post again with whatever the outcome is.