I just went through a chemical pregnancy this month. I haven’t started bleeding yet but I feel so heartbroken. My blood work was negative today. We weren’t really trying to get pregnant but we’re okay if it did happen. And when it happened we were stupidly shocked but excited! And then all of a sudden our future baby and future plans got taken away from us. I was even starting to buy small baby gadgets I found at the thrift store. I have two toddlers so I know what I need and don’t need from experience and I thought why not start shopping here and there. Now I have a few maturity clothes and baby stuff laying around the house😢 I been crying on and off all day. Even though I already mourned when I knew the pregnancy was gonna be a chemical.

Just the blood work made it official that Im really not pregnant at all. My dr said I should “get my period” next month and if I don’t go back and see him. I have a feeling I’ll need medication to help start the miscarriage. I would have been 7 weeks today.

So would my next Successful pregnancy be considered a rainbow baby? Sorry for the long post.