Feel like I'm watching my life implode

Antoinette • First time mum to The Shrimp, making a grand entrance 27 march '15.
I'm starting to freak out. Partner and I were saving to move into our own place. By my math there should be over 3k by now and we have $800. Not even half of the bond on a flat. He can't tell me where it's all gone and I feel like my whole life is slowly imploding in front of me. Our current place is already boxed up ready to go, I've been trying to get him to go look at place with me and was confused why he wouldn't. I don't know what to do. He's threatening to leave if Because I keep asking where it's all gone.. I'm just stunned. What the fuck do I do now.