Anxiety

I am so worried I’m going to miscarry again. I found out at 3.5 weeks in august and lost the baby at 8 weeks. The baby never developed and I was stuck thinking everything was fine. I’m terrified to experience that again. I’m trying so hard to trust God that everything is okay. It’s so hard. I am waiting to have a Pap smear to tell me if my dr was able to get all the pre cancerous cells. If it came back bad I was suppose to have a hysterectomy. I’m concerned It’s going to be cervical cancer by the time I deliver. I need prayers and someone to just give some alternative ways to cope then thinking about it.