I never thought I'd miss my voice so much

I got sick recently and lost my voice i now only have lower octaves of my voice left and I'll tell you what, I miss singing the most. It was always such a huge thing for me. I hope it comes back before the new baby gets here.

Sadly it wouldn't surprise me if I ended up being like my mother and grandmother they too lost their voices my most was about my age when hers went. Some times I feel so cursed. Theres gotta be a reason why God is allowing all the struggles ive had this last year.

Holding out hope.