Y’all. I’m even embarrassed to be writing this but it’s 4am and I’ve been up since 2am crying over situations/ what if’s that I’ve made up in my head.

Like what?? I woke up to go to the bathroom and then my mind started racing and I thought about how my dog is old and what if she passed away, which lead to thinking about my kids growing up without my dog which lead to thinking about my childhood dog and her passing away, which lead to me thinking about what if something happened to my parents (theyre both in their 80’s) before my kids were older and could get to know who they are, which lead to me thinking about how sad it would be when that time comes, which lead to me thinking about old memories etc etc.

Omg I’m an emotional mess right now hoping my husband doesn’t wake up seeing me literally crying over the thoughts in my head!!

I’ve never done this before but once my mind started I couldn’t stop!! It’s almost comical how much of a mess I am in from situations that haven’t even happened yet and aren’t true!! Like what am I even doing??? Lol

Is anyone else just so emotional??