Me and my wee son have an AMAZING bond. Hes only 4 years old. And He is always so intentive and loving and caring. Always asking me how i am. Always telling me he loves me. Always wanting hugs and cuddles. Always saying me and you is a team mummy. Never wants to go anywhere without me or be without me. Very very the opposite of his abusive dad. We have been seperated from i was pregnant. But he would get weekly contact. One day a week is all courts give him. But anyway. Tonight i seen a totally different side to my son. And it has surprisingly left me in bits. A wee wicked streak of his dad came out in him. Sitting one minute watching tv together playing with his wee lego chatting away. Next thing he rammed his race car into my face so violently and hurt me so bad. I tried not to but i began to cry as the pain was shooting up my jaw. And he just sat there ignoring how hurt and upset i was and continued watching tv. I turned the opposite direction in bed. (Thats where we where) next thing he says. I want to go live in my dads. My granny can be my new mum. I was so hurt i jumped up and said oh is that so. Ok then lets pack all your clothes up and ill text her. Thinking he would then freak and say no im sorry. no. He started to help me pack clothes. Getting excited about this. I said to him now it means u wont ever be back here then and he said i know. I then said well she has text to say its way to late she will get u tomorrow now into bed for sleep time please. He lay with his back to me and cried himself to sleep because she wasnt cominf to take him. Normally he will not sleep without giving me his wee snuggles. And being so intentive. This was just a totally different child of mine tonight. A side ive never seen. He was looking at me like he was possessed. It has acc left me emotionally shattered :-(