Tested positive,advice/rant?

My period is irregular, so I’ve had “scares” before but have always been wrong. I thought this was one of those times until today I went to the restroom and there’s was just a little brown blood. While my period is irregular I always get the most horrible cramps, so I knew I had to take a test because there were none. My husband (a typical man) thought I was out of my mind, and as a typical man usually is he was wrong.

My husband’s reaction to the positive test was not the greatest. This will be our second child. His first response was for me to get another test, which I was fine with because that test had been in my car for awhile. His second response was abortion. I am pro choice, but it’s not something I’d choose for myself.

After that he basically shut down. I asked him if he’d like to be left alone he said yes so I did for 30-60 mins. Anytime I try to talk to him he ignores me or he laughs.

He wasn’t the most helpful with our first so I’m a bit scared for what’s to come. I’m currently jobless. My first pregnancy I had the worst morning sickness and had to quit one week in. But I know this time I need to work. My daughter was also premature by eight weeks.

If you read my nonsense thank you, and maybe I’ll update. 🥰