Is it so normal to be so scared and afraid about loosing bubba, im 5 weeks, lots of major health issues especially with lung n heart, not my first but 17 years since my last she was prem and loads of complications with her pregnancy and birth. and emotional i don't ever remember being emotional like this with my last one 17 years ago, it this all normal? Have my first ultrasound on the 12th of this month to confirm dates had all my first antenatal tests done today so thats taken care off. Cant stop worrying