HOW do you deal with baby fever?

HOW? My baby fever is more like baby desperation at this point. I am almost 27 and married. If I could, I would throw the birth control away right now, but we are in the middle of paying off a ton of debt so we can buy a house next spring. We do not want to bring a baby into the apartment we are in currently. I am trying to figure out how to make my money stretch so I can pay things off faster, and get the money saved up that we need. I cry a few times a week. I can hardly look at a baby without my whole body having a reaction. Two of our friends are pregnant right now and I don't even like to hear about it because I am so upset over it. Obviously I would never tell them that though because I'm so happy for them. How do you deal with this? I've wanted kids for a long time, but since we got married it's like a switch flipped and I'm desperate for it. How do I manage this? Even knowing my goals isn't enough. I'm just sad.